supercell - Kokuhaku

Anime: Guilty Crown
Artist: Supercell


moshimo boku no tame kimi ga mi wo teishite
boku no kawari ni shindeshimatta nara
sonna sekai ni nokosareta boku ha
hitori nani wo omoeba ii

oboeteru kana
kimi wo suki ni natta boku ha omoitsuitanda
nikori to mo shinai kimi wo zettai ni
warawasete yaroutte ne

dakedo sonna kangae ha migoto ni uchikudakareta
boku ha kekkyoku hitori de waratte bakari itanda
“marude kore ja doukashi da
kimi no sonzoku de gozaimasu”
nante odokete ittatte
mattaku muhannou de

warae kimi no tame ni
boku ha nando datte
kusha kusha ni natte
muchakucha ni natte iu yo
nakitai kurai ni waraeru kurai
suki da yo tte sa

toki wo kasane omoi wo kasane
sou yatte zutto chikaku ni ite
atarimae datta kimi ga inaku natte
sono omosa wo shittanda

ano hi sono te wo hanasazu
tsuyoku tsukamaeta nara
boku ha kekkyoku hitori de jikou
manzoku shiteita dake
“marude kore ja usotsuki da
kimi no tame toka icchatte”
sou tsubuyaita kotoba sae todokanakute

hashire kimi no moto he
boku ha nando datte koronde yaru
mayotte yaru
matteite ima sugu ni yuku kara
donna konnan ga soko ni attemo

sore ha unmei hazu datta
kimi to boku ha towa ni tomo ni
nanoni kimi dake inai no naraba
boku ha toki wo kakeai ni yuku yo

“soshite kimi ga mizukara wo gisei ni shite
boku wo tasuketekureta no naraba
kondo koso boku ha kimi wo
mamottemiseru kara
boku wo shinjite”

warae kimi no tame ni
boku ha nando datte
kusha kusha ni natte
mucha kucha ni natte
sekai ga ashita ni owarou to mo

tsukame kimi no sono te wo
boku ha mou zettai ni hanashi ha shinai
yakusoku shiyou boku ni kono inochi aru kagiri
kanarazu shiawase ni shiyou
nando datte warawaseru kara
dakara boku ni tsuitekite hoshii
ii darou?
if you were to put your self in danger
and die in place of me
being left behind alone in that world
what should i think about?

i wonder if you remember
when i fell in love with you, i had an idea
that i would definitely make you
who doesn’t even smile, laugh

but that thought was completely crushed
i was the only one doing all the laughing
“i feel like i’m a clown
your exclusive clown!”
i said that jokingly
but you didn’t show any reaction at all!

smile, for you
i’ll become a complete mess
how many times it takes
i’ll become unreasonable
i love you enough to want to cry
enough to laugh

spending time, gaining experience
doing that i stayed close to you
it felt natural for me, but when you were gone
i understood the weight of it all

back then i strongly held your hand
and didn’t let go
in the end
it was simple self-satisfaction
“i feel like a liar
saying this was all for you”
i muttered, but it didn’t reach you

i’ll run to your side
no matter how many times i trip
or get lost
wait for me, i’ll be right there
i’ll overcome any troubles in my way

that should have been my fate
for you and i to always be together
but if you’re not going to be here
i’ll dash through time and go meet you!

“but then, if you made yourself the victim
and protected me
this time i’ll show you
i can protect you
believe in me!”

smile, for you
i’ll become a complete mess
how many times it takes
i’ll become unreasonable
even if the world were to end tomorrow!

i hold that hand of yours
i won’t ever let go again
i promise you, for as long as i live
i will make you happy!
i’ll make you laugh countless times
so come with me!
that’s good, isn’t it?

another reason why i love supercell songs.

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